Hey man we've all been there and I guarantee we all will be again. Do what you gotta do, but remember that the very people you push away may be able to help you or some **** like that.
Dunno what's going on man, but I don't mind to listen should you ever need someone to lend an ear. Don't ever think that, "Oh, fof doesn't wanna be burdened with my problems. I don't wanna put that on him."
**** that. You're in a dark place. I've been there. I've been to the point where I've just sat and cried and hated me and hated everything and hated the fact that someone as stupid as me was even breathing.
I don't want that for you. None of us want that for you. We're a community here. We're mean to each other and we're rude and sometimes we aren't the nicest bunch. However, you're one of us and you obviously might need one of us to take your hand should you ever hold it out, hoping someone to at least walk with you through all this.
I don't want to try to make you "better." This is a process. It isn't something you can just "fix." Don't ever pretend you're okay when you're not. Be you. Don't cover your emotions up or anything like that. It sucks to have to bottle it up. If you need to vent, vent. If you need to cry, cry. If you need to scream, scream. But PLEASE, don't EVER think there isn't someone who doesn't want to listen. There is. Whether it's family, friends, one of us, someone via steam or whispers; whether it's your religious whoever, whether it's your pet or WHOEVER, someone will always be here to listen.
So like I said man, should you EVER need me, don't hesitate to message me on here or post a topic and say that you need me. I've been somewhere close to where you are. I can't say I completely understand, because your situation is all your own. I mean, ****, you're your own person with your own unique thoughts and attributes and experiences.
But if you ever need me, don't hesitate, deity. Don't.
I wish you the best man, I really, legitimately do. Take some time and do you. But know that you do have a community here that will offer you support when you feel like your own foundation is crumbling. From the bottom of my heart man, I care. We care. Get well soon, we're pulling for you.
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Thank you guys
Oh no sorry that wasn't clear haha I was referring to colormecrazy, not l_d. As far as I know, TC isn't Blaze.
If I was blaze I would have killed myself a long time ago.