When I get angry I lose all my self control and don't recall what I did once the fog clears. I hope I never get angry again. 18 years and counting.
I used to be a lot like that, but it more or less changed. So whenever I DO lose control, it's pretty much me watching from the inside as the rest of me goes into a Peter Puppy type of rage and there's nothing I can do about it.
I never got in a fight or got seriously angry since middle school, and thank gods for that.
I mean, when you are a scrawny 14 year old and two stronger 16 year olds have to pin you down to avoid you taking MORE bites out of their leader (Not to mention headbutting him on the nose and eyes) and you have NO recollection whatsoever of what happened... Yeah, I get a bit spooked.
Goodbye Bubbles, dearest of pets. I'll miss you, always. 2nd June 2004 - 22nd August 2009 http://i1120.photobucket.com/albums/l493/TTripweed/Haiguyz.jpg