I usually end up getting between 15-25 kills and 15-25 deaths per game. Half of the time I go positive, the other half negative.. it evens out at close to 1.0, which I'm fine with. My goal is to have fun, I can't be bothered to think about whether or not I'll die when I go rushing into a group of 2 or 3. Most of the time I kill at least one of them and I'm happy with that. When I kill them all, that's just icing on the cake.