TC, you do need help, but not from us, try a professional counsellor. --- 'The average age of the UK gamer is now 35' I'm the ghost in the machine, I'm the genius in the gene, I'm the beauty in the beast, I'm the sunset in the east .
How are you supposed to pay for your new apartment after the deposit? They still require money each month... ...and you have to pay for food, etc... If you can afford that, then you can afford to save money and buy a One later. --- GameFAQs isn't going to be merged in with GameSpot or any other site. We're not going to strip out the soul of the site. -CJayC
Most everyone growing up these days are delusional. There is nothing wrong living with your parents and saving up money so you can buy a house when you're ready to move out instead of throwing your money away by renting, unless you plan on renting for the rest of your life.
Seriously tho if you have this particular decision to make then its a no brained. Stay at home and buy the Xbone or PS4. If not, you're more likely than not going to be living paycheck to paycheck and struggling to survive. Why not take that burden off and jus live at home a few more years, help out with the bills and be responsible?
As for girls, yes it makes it a bit harder but not impossible. --- Currently playing- Dark Souls(PC), Pokemon Showdown, Dead Space and good old fashioned foosball.