TC I understand. I play fighting games like that but I've been letting go of being so competitive and just play for fun. When you get competitive like that it becomes a job because you're constantly pushing yourself harder and harder to learn every single tactic and practicing over and over to fine tune your accuracy, precision and consistency. Becomes very stressful and not fun.
See The Game Collection http://www.gamespot.com/users/nights_team2k7/games_table?mode=own
I hate myself for liking DotA. Yesterday, I had such a horrible match that when I closed the game, I instantly uninstalled [that was my way to vent, otherwise I would have broken something]. 15 hours later I downloaded it again. I just can't stay away.
http://myanimelist.net/animelist/Tyranius&show=0&order=4 Recently retired from Anime =[
Yeah, back when I was a CoD kid I used to be like that. I was always thinking to myself " How can you be so bad in such a easy ****ing game?! "
The it hit me doing that was quite pathetic, especially since my friends kept saying how I was a calm person, so I quit. I still play competitive once in a while, but if I start to get pissed I just go play Warframe or something.