Yeah, you're one of the most likable users on this board Dota/Mugi~ so I hope the soul-searching IRL turns out to be a success! Just know that you're always a pleasure to have around the League board/chatroom society. :)
http://i.imgur.com/sx8pW.gif The most memorable moments in life are the ones we never took the time to plan.
I used to like you well enough, but why post something like this if you weren't actually going to quit? And if you were truly worried about your time going to waste on trivial things then you certainly wouldn't be posting here still. Don't get me wrong, it's not necessarily a bad thing if you're staying, but on top of all that your attitude has changed is an unpleasant way which I find moderately disappointing.
Also, I've noticed that you've gotten into the habit of typing like you only have one hand, and that bothers me greatly. Though honestly I'd still be typing like this with one hand, because I have both reach and flexibility. Anyway, I just felt like commenting for some reason.
The time is out of joint. O cursed spite, that ever I was born to set it right! http://i.imgur.com/UeT9n.gif