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                       Silent Hill 4 Original Soundtrack Lyrics
                    By Duncan Bunce aka The Hellbound Heart (2004)
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Contents
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1a) Tender Sugar

 b) Cradel of Forest
 
 c) Your Rain

 d) Room of Angel

 e) Waiting For You (unreleased)

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1a) Tender Sugar
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How long? how far?
not ripped away
took my body now
was it body or soul?
the darkness fades, fades to the light
disappearing now; disappears from the night

and all these ages i've wandered as a child
the morning always came; it came too late
what made my mind forget? forget to hide
could the nightmare be awake? i don't know

in or out? up or down?
never know; it's an illusion
'round and 'round; on and on
everyday spins my confusion

not again, not again, not again
this dream; i cannot wake
what is real? what is real? what is real?
it's getting hard for me to take
what i need; what i need; what i need
the little something i delight
and the white sugar gently hides me

oh, the sweet sugar saves me
it's the room that confines me, confines me
sweet sugar

yesterday; back and forth
broken door no longer opens
breaking down; need it now
love is short; he'll always owe me

not again, not again, not again
this dream; i cannot wake
what is real? what is real? what is real?
it's getting hard for me to take
what i need; what i need; what i need
the little something i delight
and the white sugar gently hides me

oh, the sweet sugar saves me
it's the room that confines me

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1b) Cradle of Forest
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There deep, deep in the forest night,
Children danced the waltz,
They laugh, whispering hand in hand.
Just like children like to do.
Their eyes, what are they looking for?
White dress flutters the beat,
Their song, starting to make some sense.
Only if you're listening...

Dance, dance like butterflies,
Shadows appear, right before my eyes.
Sound, echo the absurd,
Hard to explain,
Something that I heard.

Now hear the forest talking insects and birds,
Does the centre soil and beast breath a life into the animal you hide?
It's a grave illusion, one never knows,
When you think you're really alone, feel the eyes of someone looking in on you.

Again, see how the children play,
Red moon colours the trees,
Their feet, innocent rustling sounds, 
oh! playful dream like fantasies.

Dance, dance like butterflies,
Shadows appear, right before my eyes.
Sound, echo the absurd,
Hard to explain,
Something that I heard.

Now hear the forest talking insects and birds,
Does the centre soil and beast breath a life into the animal you hide?
It's a grave illusion, one never knows,
When you think you're really alone, feel the eyes of 
someone looking in on you...

Now hear the forest talking insects and birds,
Does the centre soil and beast breath a life into the animal you hide?
It's a grave illusion, one never knows,
When you think you're really alone, feel the eyes of 
someone looking in on you...

Hear the forest talking insects and birds,
Does the centre soil and beast breath a life into the animal you hide?
It's a grave illusion, one never knows,
When you think you're really alone, feel the eyes of someone looking in on you.

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1c) Your Rain
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Dancing alone again, again, 
your rain falling,
only the scent of you remains, to dance with me.
nobody showed me how to return the love you gift to me,
mom never holds me, dad loves a stranger more than me

I never wanted to ever bring you down,
all that I need are some simple loving words.

You touched my body once, it burns, still softly,
never forgets, never again will be, 
I cried. 

Out of my head and I don't know what I found,
Over and over I feel you bring me down.

On the sidewalks,
On the city,
On the streets,
Just a whisper,
There's the people going nowhere,
So we soak in the rain,
Now the passion never matters,
My resistance is waiting,
Like a flower in the basement waiting for a lovely day.


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1d) Room of Angel
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You lie, silent there before me.
Your tears, they mean nothing to me,
The wind howling at the window, 
the love you never gave,
I give to you,
Really don't deserve it,
but now, there's nothing you can do.
So sleep, in your only memory
and weep, my dearest mother...

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[Goodbye]
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh no]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye].

So insignificant, sleeping dormant deep inside of me,
are you hiding away, lost, under the sewers,
maybe flying high, in the clouds?
perhaps you're happy without me...
So many seeds have been sown in the field,
And who could sprout up so blessedly,
If I had died I would never felt sad at all,
I would have never felt sad at all,
You will not hear me say 'I'm sorry'
where is the light, wonder if it's weeping somewhere?

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
Goodbye
It was always you i despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh no,
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
Goodbye,

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
Goodbye
It was always you I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh no,
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
Goodbye,
Goodbye,
Goodbye,
Goodbye.

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
Goodbye
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh no,
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
Goodbye.
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
Goodbye
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh no,
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
Goodbye,
Goodbye,
Goodbye,
Goodbye.

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1e) Waiting For You (Unreleased)
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Your gentle voice I hear, 
Your words; they come inside me,
You said you long for me,
That you love me,
And I want to see it through
Feels just like I'm falling,
And there's nothing I can do?
Wonder if you hear my calling?

I'm here and waiting for you.
where are you ? I can't find you!
I'm here and waiting for you,
I'll wait forever for you.

Mum's gone to heaven now, 
why won't she come back down,
I thought I could love you better,
And we're always together,
If we took some time apart, 
you would finally know my heart

I'm here and waiting for you, where are you?
I can't find you!
I'm here and waiting for you,
I'll wait forever for you.

I've been in love with you and now you're gone.
There's nothing left within my lonely room, 
without you!

I'm here and waiting for you,
where are you? I can't find you
I'm here and waiting for you,
I'll wait forever for you,
I'm here, and waiting for you!
wheer are you, I cannot, I cannot find you!
I'm waiting for you, where are you! where are you!

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Silent Hill 4 Original Soundtrack Track Listings
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--- Disc 1 ---

1. Tender Sugar
2. Waverer
3. Fortunate Sleep - No One Disturb Her Dead
4. Melancholy Requiem
5. Confinement
6. Drops of Silence
7. The Suicidal Clock Chime
8. Silent Circus
9. Traversing the Portals of Reality
10. Into the Depths of Self Discovery
11. Cradle of Forest
12. Restng Comfortably
13. Nightmarish Waltz
14. Pulsating Ambience
15. Your Rain
16. The Last Mariachi
17. Wounded Warsong
18. Underground Dawn Never Come
19. Fever Chill
20. Remodeling
21. Room of Angel
22. Waiting For You (Unreleased)

--- Disc 2 ---

Various sounds and remixes. Will try to clarify later.

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                          CONTACT
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I may add my own personal review of the SH4 OST 
here at some point.

I wrote down the lyrics purely by listening to the
tracks, so I expect it to be correct, but once again,
if I've included a wrong word, I apologise and would
love for you to correct me as soon as possible.

Please check out my plot guide to the Silent Hill
games 1-3 on gamfaqs, under the Silent Hill 3
faq page. There is also a FAQ on the Lost Memories
DVD.

Thanks for all your emails, you have been great!
I hope you enjoy the music as much as I have,
and hopefully the game! (I'll do a review too, to
go with SH1, SH2, SH3 that I have done so far).

Please Contact me on:

HellboundHeart3@aol.com

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